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Someday

I'm still a personal and/or more important email, right? (hopeful puppy smile... there's no emoji for it, but you know it well... it's the Casey smile :)

I know I reach out to you a lot more than you have time for
I hope you don't mind or feel in any way put off
I live a lonely life in this world because I always ask for more
and it is rare that I find a person as kind as you are

I want people to care about each other more than they do
I want us all to share this world in peace and comfort
Competition can be fun but not at the point of a gun
We can overcome our fears when we decide to love more

Open the doors
let the love in
don't be afraid
hate will not win
if we just remember we all feel better when we care
we can overcome the fear and learn to share

I know I want to trust in a world of suspicion
I hope you don't ind or feel n any way put off
My motive is simply to bring a little joy into to this world
I think you are a lot like me, in fact I am sure

We want people to care about each other more than they do
We want everyone to share this world in peace and comfort
Competition can be fun but not at the point of a gun
We can overcome our fears when we decide to love more

Open the doors
let the love in
don't be afraid
hate will not win
if we just remember we all feel better when we care
we can overcome the fear and learn to share

security is found in honesty
honesty sets us free
fear is a cage of agony
just don't let it be
open your heart
open your mind
do all you can
to be good and kind
that is the way to peace and happiness
nurture the garden, clean up the mess

I know I am a dreamer from a time of innocence
I hope you don't ind or feel n any way put off
I live a lonely life in this world because I resist delusions
I stand for truth, let the lies be gone
my hope for humanity is my greatest strength
and it's always on

We want people to care about each other more than they do
We want everyone to share this world in peace and comfort
Competition can be fun but not at the point of a gun
We can overcome our fears when we decide to love more

Open the doors
let the love in
don't be afraid
hate will not win
if we just remember we all feel better when we care
we can overcome the fear and learn to share

Hi E. I think somewhere in you is a hopeful child who really understand what I mean, even if you don't agree with every part of the way I see the world, I believe we share a core hope that makes any differences not matter. That s why I treasure your friendship and want you to be my family. I mean, just in case you never heard that before ;)

So I kept myself company tonight writing to you about my dream of a better world.

Hope you found a smile in your reading. And if it touched you meaningfully somewhere inside, yay.

I'll pause with a combination of two song lyrics that say a lot...

we shall overcome and someday we'll all understand :)

hl,
me

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